170728五深夜30°C 78%：劉案的負債怕僅次六四

   上次寫過劉曉波後趕project。交了一個又投入下一個，總想早點上手，怕拖拉。加上兩次看專科，博一停就是十天。
   講回劉案，我的看法基本不變。以下是上次上博後給友人的回郵：
   yesterday’s piece is a mixture of sarcasm and what i really want to say.
   more because of 無奈。Xi obviously understands the weaknesses of all the western leaders. merkel, may, macron... no one speaks of liu directly, only via spokesmen.
   apparently, all depend on china's investment and buying power.
   when i spoke of simple and naivete, actually more about liu's wife.
   she wept in front of the camera that they didn't realize that publishing the 07 charter could land him in jail.
    saw her bio the day before. she is an artist, poet... cutting her hair like an eastern nun also explains this too. she is a total 感性人物. With little common sense, challenging the party is like throwing herself into a gladiator ring.
    liu's “i have no enemy” statement is a naive interpretation of christianity. you want the party which controls 1.3b people to dissolve like the soviet communist party. the party surely sees you as their enemy. and in that sense, you have created your own enemy.
   jesus is not afraid to die because he is the 'son of god' and will resurrect. would liu think of himself likewise?

   劉若是「殉道者」，希望劉妻不要再為夫出征。大陸不是台灣，無論客觀環境還是主觀的性格，劉霞都當不了葉菊蘭。去國是最好的選擇。
   我覺得真正要弄懂的反而是：對一個餘壽沒幾天的政治犯為什麼硬到這樣不近情理？
   那天看「港版環時」可信是內地供稿的專欄以〈毛鄧習各三十年〉為題，覺得較可信的是：當局自覺只差一步就取代美國，領導全世界，絕不讓一隻嗡嗡蒼蠅有損建軍90週年的武威、十九大習的光輝、中華民族未來25年的空前盛世。
   或一開始就覺得劉用癌來「要挾」，誓要教訓他，沒想到國際空前反彈。但不讓出國覆水難收，只好在治療和發布上讓步止蝕。但一再打倒自己。口說無先例、外國無權干涉，卻請西方專家來會診一個「犯人」，天天公佈病情、由新華社宣佈離世，國家領導人都不如。
   中方短期靠錢贏了，但這筆道德債怕僅次於六四。
   這次西方最有影響的領袖，好像只有教宗未公開呼籲放劉。